I did really well today. After my epiphany, I was able to get gas in the truck & stop by Walgreen's for some smokes. Later, I went to Sav*A*Lot, the bank, Basha's and Mom's. I performed excellently! I'm so proud of myself sometimes. I wish I could hold those memories for when I really feel like shit but they are hard to find when I'm in those moods.

Oh, well. I'm going to reconcile my checkbooks, work out the bill situation and sit to watch a movie in my room for a bit.

I'm feeling really good right now. Tired but really good.