Pretty much, I spent the day outside in the sun sanding down the stupid stairs to my house. I just barely finished painting them about 15 minutes ago. They look great but I'm pissed that I ended up doing it. Mom said that I should've just made Matthew finish it himself but that's easier said that done. Besides, you can't leave the front door (3 feet off the ground) without stairs all day! I'll let them finish drying and put them back in about an hour. Tomorrow, I'll do the back stairs.

I didn't get over to help Ted with his computer. It really sucks because I never get to spend any time with him anymore. I'm too busy fighting. If it isn't the panic attacks, it's Mom, Matthew or Scotty. I'm tired. Ted will probably end up loading the software on my computer to do his taxes because I just don't have the energy right now to work on his.